Can It get Worse?

Posted by M ws On Saturday, March 10, 2012 9 comments
1. I am better but still quite sick. I have not even had dinner yet and it is 10.53p.m.

2. Also, very depressed because:

a) My good friend Linda's friend Audrey passed away three days ago. The funeral was yesterday. She is upset and I am sad that she is sad. :-( It was only last December that we lost Una.

b) My uncle from Damansara Utama passed away at midnight last night and I cannot go for the funeral as I have yet to recover. Am very very depressed because of that.



c) My husband is not well. :-(

d) My aunt just called me from San Francisco to tell me that my uncle is also not doing well. Although she is in her late 70s, she is still so strong - mentally and physically - driving to and fro the hospital to nurse my uncle who is in ICU with punctured lungs and many other ailments.

And there have been other unexpected issues which have crushed me from deep within and most certainly came at the wrong time. I pray for mercy and kindness to be shown by them that peace may dwell within me lest I really lose my marbles this time round.

It has NOT been easy NOT to cry. To do so would exacerbate my sinus condition and create more mucus. As it stands, my son calls me the first phlegm/mucus generator of the world. :-(

If not for the love, support, compassion and encouragement of friends, especially two dear sisters, I think I would be in hospital by now.

Can it get any worse? Bad things seem to come in big packages.

I really hope not.

:-(

9 comments to Can It get Worse?

  1. says:

    Cat-from-Sydney Aunty Paula,
    Be strong, OK? ((((((HUGS)))))) purrr...meow!

  1. says:

    Antares You have the support of many who love you, Paula.

  1. says:

    michael It is natural to be sad when our loved ones passed away. But then don't we all die one day? In the meantime, we have to think of our loved ones who are still around us. They are the ones who will have to bear with the pain and sadness if we are sick and have to take care of us.

    Do take care of yourself.

  1. says:

    joshua.w Dear Paula,

    Please, please, please, get well soon ya.

  1. says:

    UP41 For a thousand years in thy sight are but as yesterday when it is past, and as a watch in the night - Psalm 90.4

    Take care! Cry if you must then let the tears take away your sorrow and empty the sadness. May peace then fill your heart and radiate to those still with you.

  1. says:

    Tiger Stay strong, for it is a normal cycle of life.
    Take care.

  1. says:

    CK Do take care. Let it out, get it off your chest and I am sure you will feel much better.

  1. says:

    LC Teh Our continued prayers for you and love ones... until all is well. Please hang on in there.

  1. says:

    masterwordsmith To all my friends who commented here, my grateful thanks to you all for your get well wishes and concern. I am fully recovered now and it is largely thanks to a blog reader who sent me Chinese herbal medication that cured me.

    Take care, my friends. May the Almighty bless you all with health and happiness always!

    My deepest apologies for this late response!!!

    Warmest regards

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